(0) Endings Always Bring; New Beginnings

Each and Everyday, Allow Love to be The Meaure of Your Soul

“What hurts you, blesses you. Darkness is your candle.” ~ Rumi

Authors prolegomenon from book of mysteries 2010 “weep not for endings nor beginnings my friend, for both are one in the same. For does the sun not die each day, only to be reborn again with each bright new mornings dawn? Therein; trouble yourself not my friend with that which is way beyond yours and mine own fragile mortal understandings. Nor lose yourself in the fear of nonsense, for that will only lower your vibration. Simply trust that which is in truth simply is my friend and that which is not, is not. For the truth is that all is infinite with endless possibilities. Where anything and everything is simply particles of energy, doing precisely what particles of energy always do. They dance the dance of light and life, shifting and moving through myriads of transitions. From one state to another and perhaps even back again, who knows? They dance, they dance, they dance the dance of light and life, for the dance light and life is limitless and forever changing. Where souls are forever coming and going and shifting and evolving too. So weep not for any form of ending or beginning my friend, simply trust they are both one in the same.” As of 2020 planet earth changed forever, so weep not dear souls for the ending or the beginning.

The Dawning of the Wisemans and Finbars New Journeys

The sun had risen earlier and it was a glorious summers day and nature in all its majesty was in its ever present, ever changing exuberance. Such is the way of natural order. Yet there was a melancholy and a deep longing amidst an irreconcilable loss racing through the energy of the old monastery. For the wiseman he was no more. And as he lay lifeless upon his bed, Finbar his ever present student of mystical studies sat as he’d been sitting for days. Motionless, speechless with only the tears of his love to bare testament of the loss that had been visited upon his soul. Gone were the roars of laughter, the smells of potions and the boiling of herbs. In there place, a silence that shattered his ear drums into a myriad of heartbreaking fragments. Yes he knew this day was coming for the wiseman had prepared him well. Still the great raw and searing schism that had ripped through his current reality in recent days thumped upon his chest, his heart and all of his knowing with an energy much greater than any shamanic drum. Indeed he was in a state of bewildered transfixation and unfathomable loss, loss beyond loss.

Caught in a Moment of Deep Introspection

Transfixation and deep inner loss that was punctuated only by a gentle tap on the door. Thereafter Finbars mum the old housekeeper came in and as she removed her shoes he could see her tears mimic his own as they fell effortlessly and willingly upon the cold stone floor. With no drama or hysteria she composed herself and gracefully walked towards the bed upon which the wiseman lay. In reverence she bowed to the wiseman such was her ways and gently whispered shlama alakhoom. Then turning to Finbar she bowed and said namaste my son. Finbar rose to his feet and silently walked towards his mum, whereupon he placed his arms around her shoulders and gently drew her into his powerfully broad chest. “We have been so blessed my son to have known this man and to have shared so much joy and so much love with this incredibly decent and generous soul”. Finbar smiled his trademark make believe smile when struggling with any given situation and through his broken throat replied; “indeed we have mum and better are we for that”. Ear bursting silence once again entered this space as Finbar and his mum embraced in a way that only the love of love truly knows. Yet in that moment of earth shattering silence Robin came to the studio window iridescent in all his rapture so happy, so joyous in his eagerness to introduce his young family and the noise and the excitement of the little ones brought a smile to Finbar and his mums face. Finbar looked at his mum and said; “I suspect he’s asked Robin to come and break up the gloom”. His mum gazed upon her gracious son through tearful eyes that sparkled like diamonds in the morning sun and as she did so she squeezed his waist warmly and replied; “yes I suspect you are right my precious son. For he’s sent Robin to tell us that this is no time for sadness and to proclaim that this is a time for a loving celebration, indeed a celebration of all that he was and all that he shared”.

There’s Always Light, There’s Always Life!

Finbar nodded his approval of such sentiments although he could not speak one single word in retort for the tears, the drumming of his heart and the fire that ravaged deep within him. Had sealed his lips bone dry. Still and in that place of inner tusunami he was reminded by his inner voice of many of the wiseman’s ways and of many of the wiseman’s teachings. So he knew well that this was no ending but the start of a new beginning. As such he acknowledged the loss that roared deep within him for all that it was and all that it wasn’t. For he also knew that only in acknowledgement of that loss could he reconcile, transmute and ultimately transform all of that deep inner pain into unconditional love and soul healing. And such was the vitality and shift in frequency brought about by Robins arrival that as Finbar and his mum withdrew from the wiseman’s studio in great knowing, grace and appreciation. Finbar knew that the words and wisdoms of his teacher the wiseman would always be with him. What’s more he also instinctively knew that seasons come and go as do all souls too, for there is a reason and season for all things. Indeed a time to live, a time to die and a time to be reborn again. Such were the teachings of his great mentor, friend and illuminator. Therein and amidst Finbars gloom, the days of that time passed by with an innate greying that always heralds in the birth of great healing, learning and transition. And as the seasons changed as seasons do. Weeks turned into months, months turned into years and things would never be the same again for Finbar in the old monastery and university of mystical being that was his childhood home. For when all things change we change with them. So in that state and place of change out into the world Finbar was pulled. Out into the world of chaos, of suffering, of hate for the sake of hate. All part of his own initiations and needs for deep and universally orchestrated soul healing. Until there came a time and a calling after many journeys, much seeking, much healing and many lessons that he must return. Indeed return home to the grace of his childhood and his soul rejoiced and once again reconnected with the very essence of the timeless joys and discussions with the one who had so shaped his ways. For isn’t it so that the art of living and dying well is always forged upon the anvils of introspection, service, unconditional love and wisdom? Indeed the theatre of action where the awakened and the awakening truly align with the immensity of all divinity. For they have the grace and the courage to dance with all aspects of their shadows. And in doing so, they; come to rise above the veils of their fall through the seven rings of separation. So to all who stumble upon this illumination pray that you meet the wiseone deep within you dear reader and above all things seek and you will find. For the timeless nature of all souls is such that as one sows, so shall one reap. Therein better for all souls that love is the currency of all their eternal states of being. For love is the key to the freedom of self-mastery and self-mastery is the doorway into greater understanding and greater understanding aligns with; “do what thou wilt is the whole of the law, love is the law, love under will, Thelema.” For love and wisdom are the bedrocks of divine providence which all souls already know. And awaken dear soul is the eternal call asking all souls to align with, evolve through and ultimately prepare to return home. So roar with laughter as the wiseman did, expand your wisdom through meaningful experiences, build friendships that transcend space and time, serve and know that your service always makes a difference. For that is the way, the only way to truly be at one with; the divine providence, memento mori and agape that is enshrined within psalm 23. For all our mortal journeys are simply opportunities to grow as souls and as the great Rumi said; “You have no need to travel anywhere, journey within yourself. Enter a mine of rubies and bathe in the splendor of your own light, believe in love’s infinite journey, for it is your own, for you are love and love is life” explored in the; law of light by Lars Muhl.

May We All Be Blessed With Auspiciousness

It’s very normal to feel anger, anxiety, depression and fear as we commence upon our own unique mortal demise. It’s also highly likely and very normal too that we would and should cry as we come to terms with saying goodbye to that which we think we are and those that we love. For that is the way of things and it’s all part of the process. So be kind to yourself and to the dying and above all things, forgive those who simply cannot forgive. Forgive those who can only hate, forgive those who only want to blame, forgive those who hide behind lies, forgive those who lack compassion and forgive those who lack any form of generosity of soul. Forgive those who will not look you in the eye or stand before you soul to soul. Forgive those who simply refuse to be in that moment with you and who refuse to listen to your apology, thank you or goodbye. Forgive those who are to weak to hold the space and rise above their own mortal frailties and who do not understand what divine love truly is. For their issues and blocks are not your issues and blocks just as the karma they’re creating is theirs and not yours too. For if you can truly forgive all that and allow your heart to expand you will truly come to know that mortality is finite, whereas your soul is infinite. So as you shed the tears, the pain and the suffering of your current mortality, know that a new, healthy and vibrant state of being already awaits you. So fear not and trust in the light, for the light will not fail you. Still struggling be that self or relative. Embrace the Kulber Ross process, for with commitment and effort, know that; acceptance of that which was previously unacceptable will glow deep within you, with the eloquence of a new born star. If that process is far to demanding and not answering the big question deep within you then please invest some of your time to read journey of souls by Dr Michael Newton and also your souls plan by Robert Schwartz. For you will come to understand the answer to the big question and that too will open the door to the grace that is deep inner acceptance and in that place both the departing and the remaining will garner great comfort, love and peace. For you see; there is no great mystery or disaster in death, it is only fear and ignorance that clouds that very natural process for as souls, each soul has been born and met death many times and so the cycle will always continue until each soul has completed the great work, for that is divine love and our only reason for being. Therein; it’s heartening to note that the hardest journey we will ever make as mortals is to be born. For that is a process in which we enter this reality under great stress and uncertainty by the tunnel of our mothers physical womb et al. Helpless, vulnerable with our sensory faculties completely confused by a range of foreign stimuli and yet we forget all about how difficult that journey was and grow effortlessly into our new mortality. Albeit ignorant of who we really are as this 3D reality dims our inner light. When we leave the physical body however, we leave this reality via the tunnel of the cosmic womb et al., blissful and happy to be returning home. So in truth what is there really to worry about or fear? it’s simply a process and that process is as old as time itself and so very well orchestrated. Now and all that being said, if you’re still struggling with the innate and eternal nature of your being. I respectfully invite to set aside a little time and listen to the wisdom of an incredible soul. Peter Panagore tells it as it is, he invites the soul to reconnect with its divine nature. In this man you will see illumination that defies normal understanding, you will resonate with a knowing that vibrates with the divine orchestration of and the love of all things. And once you’ve listened to and watched this 16 minute video, then visit Peters YouTube site where you can access more wonderful videos and also find links to his books heaven is beautiful et al., or read a little bit here.

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Timeless Wisdom from the Venerable Bede, Offer Up Your Woes, For God Has it all Covered

In times of transition trust in gods love and the praxis of prayer, for it is indeed sobering to know that nothing we can possibly experience is new to our soul. For we’ve been working through the seven rings of our fall for many thousands of years. Still; this seventh century prayer written by the Venerable Bede helps with the big questions that we may face. For we are not alone and all we have to do is ask. “O God that art the only hope of the world, The only refuge for unhappy men, Abiding in the faithfulness of heaven. Give me strong succor in this testing place. O King, project thy man from utter ruin, Lest the weak faith surrender to the tyranny, Facing innumerable blow alone. Remember I am dust, and wind, and shadow, And life as fleeting as the flower of grass. But may the enteral mercy which hath shone, From time of old, Rescue they servant from the jaws of the lion. Thou who didst come from on high in the cloak of flesh, Strike down the dragon with that two-edged sword, Whereby our mortal flesh can war with the winds And beat down strongholds, with our Captain God.” ~ Venerable Bede


“This story is a distilled extract from my Book of Mysteries”

I hope you’ve enjoyed this simple little post which draws upon many aspects of my own alchemistic journey. Of course I’ve embellished that journey a bit with a degree of magic and mysticism too and all in the hope that you can use it as a tool. For the journey back into remembering is a long journey, filled with monsters and seemingly invincible odds. Yet if we stick with it and fully commit to really learning all our lessons well our soul will always accommodate all our rememberings, for that is the way of all things. As with all the posts and page content of this blog. There are deep and multi layered awakening and healing messages embedded within a myriad of gentle metaphors. All of which is purposely interwoven with mystical symbolism of many forms, each nuance included to enlighten, to inspire and to inform. For the distillation of that long healing and learning journey captured in this post not only marked the end of a great anam cara cycle, but also a sublime realignment with the holy trinity. And although written many, many years ago, this post is dedicated to the work of the great illuminator Emanuel Swedenborg and those who graciously bring forward and share the works and the insights of a truly great soul.


“Only the strongest of souls can bring light into darkness, wisdom into lacking and love to replace hate, for they have mastered the lesson of mortal suffering and have risen to the challenge of service.” ~ Orion Bright Star


”Seek the light, trust the light, be the light and ask the light to always be with you” ~ Barry Hardy

Orion Bright Star

“Be generous in prosperity, and thankful in adversity. Be worthy of the trust of thy neighbor, and look upon him with a bright and friendly face. Be a treasure to the poor, an admonisher to the rich, an answerer of the cry of the needy, a preserver of the sanctity of thy pledge. Be fair in thy judgment, and guarded in thy speech. Be unjust to no man, and show all meekness to all men. Be as a lamp unto them that walk in darkness, a joy to the sorrowful, a sea for the thirsty, a haven for the distressed, an upholder and defender of the victim of oppression. Let integrity and uprightness distinguish all thine acts. Be a home for the stranger, a balm to the suffering, a tower of strength for the fugitive. Be eyes to the blind, and a guiding light unto the feet of the erring. Be an ornament to the countenance of truth, a crown to the brow of fidelity, a pillar of the temple of righteousness, a breath of life to the body of mankind, an ensign of the hosts of justice, a luminary above the horizon of virtue, a dew to the soil of the human heart, an ark on the ocean of knowledge, a sun in the heaven of bounty, a gem on the diadem of wisdom, a shining light in the firmament of thy generation, a fruit upon the tree of humility.” ― Baha’u’llah

The Inner Planes Are Where Soul Magic Unfolds – Sat Tat Aum, The Kingdom of God is Within

Orion Bright Star

Mortality is an incredible privilege, when we accept the frailties of the mortal condition ~ Barry Hardy

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